Have you ever wanted to be perfect? Have you ever wanted to be something more than you are? This is my reality every day. This is my place to talk about how I feel and what I want.

I do not promote eating disorders...that would be like promoting cancer. I am not pro-ana or pro-mia. It is a disease. One that is ruling my life at the moment. I am just me. Trying to live with a monster inside. Some of what I say and post may be triggering...it is the nature of the disease. Avoid if you are easily triggered.

6th March 2012

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2 fruit

2 fruit

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6th March 2012

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1. up

1. up

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6th March 2012

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I think i’m going to do this. I’ll catch up with all of them today and then move on from there.

I think i’m going to do this. I’ll catch up with all of them today and then move on from there.

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19th February 2012

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Holding off a binge.

I have no desire to eat, yet i have every desire to eat. One bite will lead to the end of me. One bite will lead to the destruction of all my progress. One bite will prove that I have no willpower. So i avoid the kitchen. I avoid watching TV (too many food commercials). So I avoid going out with friends.

I live in my own little hell.

My body is a prison.

Tagged: sickEDbingesaddepressed

18th February 2012

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:(

I’m a very sick little girl. I’m so tired of feeling this way.

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10th November 2011

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I wish.

I wish.

Tagged: thinskinnylingeriestomach

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9th November 2011

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This is exactly how i feel.

This is exactly how i feel.

Tagged: i needlove

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9th November 2011

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I don’t know what i’m feeling right now.

No really…I don’t.

Tagged: emotionsfeelingssadupsetangry

8th November 2011

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lovely.

lovely.

Tagged: perfectskinnythinbacklessjewelrynecklace

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8th November 2011

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My Future Perfect…legs.

My Future Perfect…legs.

Tagged: legsthinskinnyboots

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